Shy's Thinking

Face The Truth

How can you look in the
mirror
You have such an ugly
face
Your hair is long and
stringy
Your cheeks are puffed out like
a pig
When you open your mouth it is
for all the food in the world
you inhale
How did you last this long

How can a man be your lover
if he is your jailer
how is it that he can miss you
when he cannot even see you
you are
How is it that I can love someone
who does doesn't even know
who I am
And I am really in love
or
just scared to death

That is why they use use
The only way you can have someone to love is to pay them
Your pathetic and so is your life
Could it be fare to share the same air
As people who look more beautiful then words
The best you can hope for is an early death
Then again you can do everyone a favor
And end it, you would not be missed
The dog would Miss but look at the dog
shes as ugly as you so people say
so leave a note
and let them know you may be ugly
but the dog is beautiful as she was
your only friend

That is why they use use
The only way you can have someone to love is to pay them
Your pathetic and so is your life
Could it be fare to share the same air
As people who look more beautiful then words
The best you can hope for is an early death
Then again you can do everyone a favor
And end it, you would not be missed
The dog would Miss but look at the dog
shes as ugly as you so people say
so leave a note
and let them know you may be ugly
but the dog is beautiful as she was
your only friend

Shy's Thinking

Shy's Thinking

Shilene's Heavenly Cataporium


We will do what the title says, we will make a happy place for cats, until they can be placed in a permanent home.We now your thinking do we not have one of these called the humane society; I answer you no.
First of all there will be no youth ism whatsoever on a cat that has a chance of survivor. This means that your cat would already to be at deaths door with no other options available. So, you say what about the ones that carry diseases that can spread people listen to me know you all heard it before its called quarantine.
Although quarantine a animal is difficult it can be done, Toronto Humane Society put down how many animals due to lime disease, you know what can cure it and you do not need to see the vet canes ten cream , ladies explain to your husbands what this is; because I am to shy to. All those animals died and a ten to fifteen bottle of cream could have saved them, but you still needed them to stay away from each other and the ones that are infected. Cannot be done they say, your wrong I took in a kitten the size of my hand called humane Society thinking they have doctors medicine they will fix him. NO we got a call telling us if we do not somehow can pick up the cat in hour they will spare his life.We got him spent ten dollars today he three is three and loving life.
We will have to get dedicated Veterinarians to help us, but I do not foresee this as being a problem. Veterinarians really want to help the animals but, due to large fees for visits, care,operation and treatment to mention a few things that may be done to your animal for various reason. So how are we going to sway them to come and help us with charm, fundraiser, and alot of publicity. There is nothing more that says a vet cares when they do pro bono work no pen intend just speaking the in truth here. (don't hate me already)
So where will this all be taken place do not know I will be honest with you have not found a location yet, I do have an Idea where I would like to but the homestead project That alone would cost an estimate Twenty Thousand Dollars. but keep in mind once it is built we will use the money we generate from here to open places within the city, which I will be targeting the ones that are condemned.
The twenty thousand would just be for the land the building of the project itself could cost anywhere from fifteen thousand to ten thousand Dollars.
The reason for the expenditures are as follow: we would need enough room to build a cat sized barn, boys from female we will be getting all that come spayed and neutered , but accident due happen and this will be a sure fire way to stop it. There will also be cats who like the out doors, so there should be a spot for them as well an outside barn as you might say there will be an indoor and access to go out all would not want this therefore the reason of two,
The main house will be for registration, check ins, adoptions facilities where the veterinarian can check the cats condition, they would stay there until the doctors give us the go ahead to put them with other friends this process will also be done slow. People feel that cats do not get along with different breeds this is true but given awhile for all to get to know one another it goes rather smoothly some ruffled feathers but that about it.
I will of course will be staying on the property living the so the upstairs will have living quarters, this is for any emergency which may arise from someone bring a cat in or an injury to a cat already in our custody. Although if there was to be a house in fairly good conditions and a barn as well this will help keep the cost down in building and redirected to the vets patient rooms and supplies.
Of course we will want to sell cat food and toys clothes, scratch post as well. Dog food will be supplied so they have to go no where but here for all the supplies. I am wanting t take a grooming course for dogs and cats this cost five thousands dollars but, in the long run we will come out ahead. We would baby sit as well while owners are out of town. This will become known as the best animal Place Ever. I am hoping you will donate to this cause by sending gift cards that will help us buy food,litter, toys and even help get hem fixed at the Humane Society I believe they also have gift cards it would mean a great deal to me. Also if you could forward this blog to any and all friends that are animal friendly and may wish to help. My address is 29-485 Furby St Winnipeg Manitoba R3B 2V9 in care of Shilene O'brien Founder of Shy's Heavenly Kitty Heaven Cats Are us.

Shy's Thinking

Shy's Thinking

Shilene's Cataporian

This is a safe haven for all cat's that have no place to go, we give them she alter, love, care, food and if needed we nature or spay them whatever the case may be. There are times when they also require medical attention, which is not easily done due to the costs of fees for treatment.

I am making this small book to show you the cat's we are helping and the one's that have been luckily enough to find good homes. One reason we like to have them fixed and tattooed is that if by any chance they are lost or abandon they will find their back here, so we may place them in another home which will hopefully work out.

For a small donation you may keep this booklet and you will be helping a great cause. I would also like to point out that we pay for all the cats we get spayed or natured, each one costs Fifty to Seventy Dollars depending on the sex of the cat. Please help me help these loving animals who's only goal is to give companionship to someone.

The first part of the booklet will contain pictures of those we have helped and found homes for the second pat of the booklet will contain pictures of those who are now in are care and are need of a home. Adoption is free, although if the cat or kitten you are wishing to adopt is not fixed yet then all I ask is that they do get fixed and forward the tattoo number in case of any emergency, where they are unable to contact you.

Monssters

Tonight I will sleep with my
sleepy pills
So when the monsters
come
I will not hear
them
Morning comes and heres
the thing
The monsters never left
me
Will there ever be a day
when the monsters
will not be
there




By Shilene Marie O'Brien

Innocence

My innocence was
lost
I maintained a small
amount
That's how I can
smile
I have a film in my
head
There is no peace only
in suicide
Will that be the way
to have
Eternal Peace

In death they say
your set free
If you hurt
you hurt no more
Those who are
left behind
They are not
free
They say your
name
they cry for your
shame
Why did you leave
before
You could set them
free


By Shilene O'Brien

I am not scared to
die
I look at a flower
wither
I wish it was
me
There is joy in the
world
I Just do not see the
beauty
It is hard to live
life
While everything inside
you
Screams for my
death


By Shilene O'Brien

Crying

Been crying for
days
Without saying a
word
Alone in the mist of
what my life has
become
Smile here and try to
laugh
I am crying again
there is no sight
of the end
How much will I cry before
the end comes


By Shilene O'Brien

The devils advocate
fearmakes you crawl into
a ball
Yet if you look real
close
You may see a bright
light
Just keep your focus
there
You will find your way
out


By Shilene O'Brien

My anger of late
is beyond my
control
I have felt it
before
Controlling it is difficult
as each day it grows
stronger
In hopes to understand
I try to calm the
rage
but that just makes the
anger grow


By Shilene O'Brien