Monday, November 9, 2009

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Coping With Change

How many times in our life to we have to cope with changes in our life.People say they can tell alto about a person from watching them go through the changes in life at that moment. I however think you can tell more about a person by watching how they except the change of ones friend. Some are easily convinced that no matter how much the friend change they will always be the same: how is that possible when they are changing could it be that they haven't grown and cannot recognize their friends changes or they wish to ignore hem because they themselves are not ready. Changes come easily or sometimes they come hard for example you change your milk from one percent to two percent pretty little change most can cope , but you change drinking alcohol to pop big changes. Sometimes I wish for people to reconize what I am doing and then there are the people I wish will keep their month shut.You know the one well it is about time, or I have more days then, or and this is the best my addiction was far more complicated then yours you shouldn't even have a problem.How do you respond to those people you can ignore them but there part of your family. How does one person believe that she or he need the moral support of the family and has no wish to even acknowledge the strives you have made to even find a life especially if one does not think much of living in the first place. I have the pleasure to have someone in my family who does not reconize my life because she has stolen my identity what happened to that made me go through hell never did according to her it was her life. How does one start to feel proud of herself when everyone else thinks why should she. She doesn't need help she should reconize her sisters life. Let me know what you think changing my life and praying that someone will say job well done I am there through the bad all you have to do is call. God here's mr God knows the truth and both of us saying a special prayer for the girl who has to find her own life when she does she will find it is not that bad an she has a whole family waiting for her. I only want to know my life is mine and God loves me then I can rest in peace

Saturday, October 10, 2009

All animals Have A Right To Live

All animals should have the right to live in a safe environment just like you and me. Unfortunately some people forget this rule an abandoned their animal to the street to defend for themselves. Yes there is the Humane Society, but you must consider this: most animals they receive are put to sleep for various reasons one that I was told the cost to maintain them or it is not worth the effort because the animal is not up to their standard.I am not saying it is a bad policy for them it may be the correct one, but for me it is the wrong one.
My Husband and I take in any abandoned animal and as long as there are no signs of rabies, we nurse the to health again; as you can imagine that arrive a little worn. We then spend time getting the animals to trust as well as other animals it is quote cute, because they seen to get along almost instantly. I believe it is because they share the common bond of abandonment.
All the animals go in for a check up and have surgery so no more surprises arrive. My husband and I pay all the bills for food, litter for cats, leash and grooming tools, so as you can Imagine this takes a toll on us financial. We are not one to ask for help, but this time it has become necessary.Of course their will be an assertive. The price's as follow:

For Five Dollars a picture of animal
you helped care for.

For Ten Dollars You will receive a
key-chain with your choice of Dogie
or Kitty

Now for Twenty Dollars you will receive
A Calendar for year 2010 filled
beautiful animals for every
Season

Please Show you care no purchase is necessary, If you just wish to donate, that would be wonderful. The cold is coming and hopefully we can find them before they freeze or starve.
Donations can be mailed to Assiniboine Credit Bank at 640 Broadway Winnipeg,Manitoba R3C 0X3 in the name of Shilene O'Brien Founder and President. You will receive a receipt in the mail for confirmation of your donation.

Saturday, June 27, 2009

hoping this belongs

So I said I was going to start off with my childhood how many of you can remember back to your first recollection without anyone telling you. Well I do my first memory is of my father always saw his face he was a happy man then there was this women , but she was not so happy. This made me sad mind you I am talking from what I saw as a child there was also this other girl she was scared all the time always pulling me back from the voices we heard and they were loud at times other times they were to quite sometimes crying me and her would hold each other but sooner then later a women the one that was not happy would pull us apart and put us in different rooms and there we were alone without, yes we fell asleep but does one really when they are a child the memories run together, That girl turned out to be m sister the unhappy women my mother and the smiling man my father I believe I mentioned and if I did not remember I was a child. One day the unthinkable happened the man became sad the women become angry and the other girl very quiet almost like she was not there not me though hell I was a kid a child and thought hey lets get back to what was, but that was not to be.

My Life As I saw It

Well this is going to be one continuous blog,, hopefully in some sort of order you may understand , but more importantly please remember that I can vary off and forgive me, Also should be mentioned that no names will be given it will respectfully be he or her you will be able to tell with whom I am talking about , only by mention of their relationship to me. The reason for this is because this is how I saw my life , my version other peoples views may vary and that is fine they are allowed to have their thoughts through their eyes, so in retrospect no one can dispite what will be written because let me make this clear this is about my life how I saw it, Which means I really do not care if people wish to remember events in their lives which include me differently beause frankly that is how they saw it, so that being said I hope that it is understood these are my thoughts, feelings, and accounts of what I thought about moments in my life. Also I should meantion that if you are under sixteen Do not read this blog or anything I write as it will not beunderstood by you, even those that will read this that are older will have difficulty believing that a person saw her life like that but also what I perseve as how I made it through varies different challenges that shoud not be read by minors. Your life will be confusing enough now that you do not need my ramblings. So please do not read and do not think this is because I wish you to read because I do not.Those that read on please remember you have had your own thoughts about differnt aspects of your life , before you think this is fiction remember not all lives where June Cleve and whoever in Leave it to Beaver.

Sop al that being said I will now tell you why I have decided to write this testomoily of my life and NO it is not a suiside note or a cry for help I have delt with most of what I will write about and what I have not dealt with will be meantioned but not in great detail, Why do say it will be evasive it is because I have not yet processed all the information in a manner that I shall call One of me. So that being said I shallnow tell you that acording to some Medicalopions that I have Multiple Personalities yet other non medical yet, with a degree say that it is not different personalities it it just different parts of my inner self projecting to people at different times depending on the situation a sheild to protect myself which one of them do I believe both because they are basically sayinng the same thing only difference doctors meds other professionals help me merge all myself into one voice that is what I will try to talk to with in my writings, but why I also mentioned I may go off ddifferently at times. So I guess they call all that a proluge whaterever so here I go the truth my life remember this is how I saw it. Oh it should also be meantioned that it will be within three different parts child, teen, adult at times these over lap. So for those reading hang on and as for me get ready because this will be my truth for all on how I view my life and I can just imagine most that know me will not like this while others will say oh it finially makes sence.